18 months

it's hard to believe this little guy is already in nursery
he's doing pretty well
he cries for the first few minutes
and then he's fine
he is a big goof ball
loves to be silly
and watches his brothers intently

 i love the look in his eyes
his eyes seem to talk to me
they recently have been telling me just how much he loves and adores me
how much he relies on me
and that sometimes can feel overwhelming
just knowing how much my kids rely on my strength
how much they learn from my example (or lack thereof)
i did not expect gray to just lay down here
he just stared at the nurse with eyes like, "what are you going to do to me?"